Finally back ;w;
Jan. 25th, 2026 06:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hexenprinzessinHello lovely people 💖
It’s been a sec, hasn’t it (^^;;;;;;
It’s nearing a year, really, given that it’s winter again.
My social anxiety has made it impossible for me to open my Dreamwidth for all this time… How I hate this. I want to kick my anxiety to the curb, it’s ruining so many things for me… But then again, it’s no wonder I developed it. The world is cruel towards autistic people (and in general)…
Still, I’m really glad to be back! Proud of myself that I could manage to log in again <3 And to everyone who's interacted with my posts/messages, thank you so much, I really, really, really appreciate it 🧡🧡🧡
How have you all been? I’d be glad to hear about it!
Personally, I’ve kinda been going through it...
I don’t really feel like getting into it too much, but our heating was really torturing me for a while (months, really…) with its noise, to the point where I got tinnitus and my sleep schedule was ruined even more than it had been. To top it all off, I sprained my ankle in November, so I couldn’t even go outside to distract myself from the inner and outer noise, it really sucked…
Luckily I feel a lot better now, though quite rusty still. A technician came for the heating and I’ve been learning to better deal with the tinnitus as well, I still hope that it might pass.
My ankle is almost back to normal! I hadn't thought it would take this long to heal, but it's so good to be able to move around freely again~ While the holiday season was a bit underwhelming due to all this, I’ve been enjoying the fact that it’s real winter.
We’ve even had some lovely snow! ✨❄️
(It’s melted now, but they say there’s gonna be more! >:3c)
Little by little, the days are getting longer as well! Finally nocturnal ol’ me is getting some daylight again :,D (In some countries it’s more even throughout the year, isn’t it? At least I don’t live in the very north, though it’s beautiful there haha)
I’m trying to implement going on regular walks and get up to speed again. Since so many things suck right now, going outside is the only truly fulfilling thing to do anyways.
On another note, do you have any good music you’d like to share with me? (No matter what kind, I’d be mighty glad <3)
I was on a pretty big Mariah Carey trip for a while, her music was somehow really soothing to my heart during these trying times (that and audiobooks for kids 🧡). I’ve been listening to her debut album, and hearing Vision of Love and There’s Got to Be a Way for the first time in years, probably, really did something to me.
🗣️ Isn’t there enough to SHAAAAARE??? 🗣️
Daydream is probably my favorite album though (duh lol). Besides the obvious Always Be My Baby, I really love Underneath the Stars…✧*。
Speaking of which, look what I found under this video! Did y’all know Fujii Kaze was a Lamb? 🤭
思い出がいっぱい (Omoide ga Ippai) by CoCo is another song I’d like anyone who likes cute J-Pop to listen to.They were an early 90s girl group and they fit winter so well somehow~ (though this song in particular is off a single called 夏の友達 of all things hcajvauga)
I love to explore different eras of music in all kinds of countries. If you have any cool songs to share that people outside your country don’t tend to know, I’d love it if you shared them with me! o((*^▽^*))o
I think I’ll be posting some more music with that glittery snow vibe in the coming days ✨
Anyways, that shall be it for this first post in a long time. Best of wishes to all who read this! (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡
It’s been a sec, hasn’t it (^^;;;;;;
It’s nearing a year, really, given that it’s winter again.
My social anxiety has made it impossible for me to open my Dreamwidth for all this time… How I hate this. I want to kick my anxiety to the curb, it’s ruining so many things for me… But then again, it’s no wonder I developed it. The world is cruel towards autistic people (and in general)…
Still, I’m really glad to be back! Proud of myself that I could manage to log in again <3 And to everyone who's interacted with my posts/messages, thank you so much, I really, really, really appreciate it 🧡🧡🧡
How have you all been? I’d be glad to hear about it!
Personally, I’ve kinda been going through it...
I don’t really feel like getting into it too much, but our heating was really torturing me for a while (months, really…) with its noise, to the point where I got tinnitus and my sleep schedule was ruined even more than it had been. To top it all off, I sprained my ankle in November, so I couldn’t even go outside to distract myself from the inner and outer noise, it really sucked…
Luckily I feel a lot better now, though quite rusty still. A technician came for the heating and I’ve been learning to better deal with the tinnitus as well, I still hope that it might pass.
My ankle is almost back to normal! I hadn't thought it would take this long to heal, but it's so good to be able to move around freely again~ While the holiday season was a bit underwhelming due to all this, I’ve been enjoying the fact that it’s real winter.
We’ve even had some lovely snow! ✨❄️
(It’s melted now, but they say there’s gonna be more! >:3c)
Little by little, the days are getting longer as well! Finally nocturnal ol’ me is getting some daylight again :,D (In some countries it’s more even throughout the year, isn’t it? At least I don’t live in the very north, though it’s beautiful there haha)
I’m trying to implement going on regular walks and get up to speed again. Since so many things suck right now, going outside is the only truly fulfilling thing to do anyways.
On another note, do you have any good music you’d like to share with me? (No matter what kind, I’d be mighty glad <3)
I was on a pretty big Mariah Carey trip for a while, her music was somehow really soothing to my heart during these trying times (that and audiobooks for kids 🧡). I’ve been listening to her debut album, and hearing Vision of Love and There’s Got to Be a Way for the first time in years, probably, really did something to me.
🗣️ Isn’t there enough to SHAAAAARE??? 🗣️
Daydream is probably my favorite album though (duh lol). Besides the obvious Always Be My Baby, I really love Underneath the Stars…✧*。
Speaking of which, look what I found under this video! Did y’all know Fujii Kaze was a Lamb? 🤭
思い出がいっぱい (Omoide ga Ippai) by CoCo is another song I’d like anyone who likes cute J-Pop to listen to.
I love to explore different eras of music in all kinds of countries. If you have any cool songs to share that people outside your country don’t tend to know, I’d love it if you shared them with me! o((*^▽^*))o
I think I’ll be posting some more music with that glittery snow vibe in the coming days ✨
Anyways, that shall be it for this first post in a long time. Best of wishes to all who read this! (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡
